Tuesday, March 08, 2005

tmr is OUR dae hor.. choir's dae. wah. cant let dose ppl qiao bu qi wo men le kiex.. gona prove dem wrong tmr. hopefully our singing tmr will not be as disgusting and yucky as todae lah.. todae's rehearsal is v v over. two songs. [suri ram] and [domine fili unigenite] are both bad sia.. fail liao lehs. esp alto's entry. reli v awful. i'm clueless sia, as to wad happened to us. tat caused the two songs to be so awfully sung.. it'x a disgrace, fer todae's rehearsal. but wad comes tmr? we shall pray fer the bez.. besides, i'm rather worried fer my THROAT and stupidd NOSE... i've been having a bad flu dese daes and a sorethroat.. drank lots of [pi pa gao] but it seems useless.. mabbe i shld try sum lozenges leh. haiz.. i dun wan to stay croaky 4eva.. yucks man. hmmm.. also other den cca, i have sum plans fer my studies.. gona push myself, self-motivate and self-discipline of cos.. tts wad i lack most bah. donot wan to hang ard slacking.. i will owax feel v guilty if i dun finish my work on time. however, i often wait till regret le den will learn my mistakes.. haiyo, perhaps i shld call sum frenz out to have sum kinda grp study? mabbe a wkly grp study.. but who exactly can make it? everybody is leading a hectic life loRh.. "no time.. no time.. no time.." sumtimes i dun reli feel like growing up lehs.. thou it's a must, but as we grow up, we will hv to face sum facts tt we dun wish to face.. frenship probs.. etc etc. frenz are not for eternity. they enter our lives.. but will leave eventually.. and tinking tt we're sec4s dis yr, dere are definitely a number of tings we have to let go... frenz lorh. mabbe will contac less aft Os. and the wae we enjoy tings are gona be different too. it's as if a mixture of joy and fear.. to noe wad will i becum in the future. who will i meet, wad will i do, wad kinda person will i turn into? haiz.. frankly speaking, i'm excited to noe. and yet too scared to face up to it... how i wish... time could juz stop fer a min... or simply a sec.. [back to the past____-:

*hops off. ;
3:38 PM;