a bad oral dae



HEYSs!! am i dumb or stupid?!
arghhhhhxx...... faltered in my eng ORAL.
angry nohs.. tink i was too tired to focus!
i waited fer almost 2hrs? sianx lehs..
den the examiner was so shitty.
u noe wat? she even rest her head on the table!
it's liek so rude ritex?! omgx...
mi cherie km and youmin kept tokin abt her.
and she looked rli bored + restless!!
even so, she can't show it out ritex?
mind u.. we're TIRED too. i kept yawning.
and how to pronounce [pneumonia]?!
damn it.. i was startled and din noe it was a silent p.
reading wasn't gd too.. pic description not bad.
the worst was conver. i guess..
i said 'NO!!' omgx... how could i.
i said dat i din take part in a race before//
i'm retard! couldnt i just lie to her or tok sum crap?
arghhhx..and so i said i supported my fren who took part in a race.
ke yi mahx...? kinda worried fer my eng now..
WHO CAN TEACH MI HOW TO WRITE GD ESSAYS?!
i'm desperate!! yesh!~ veri veri anxious now...
wat if i fail to pass eng?! wat if i retake OS?! wad if~~~~~
god.. i'm rli lost now. perhaps i'm tinking too much.
budden it's natural fer mi to feel dis way mahx..
haiz. angry wid myself!!! =(



'chit chat' session-*>



they said talking can relax one's mind.. i doubt so.
so much of yakking dat i've turned tired.
all my energy were used up.
and youmin was urgent. lolx.
mrs low forbids her from going to the toilet.
even ask her to use the backstage toilet worts.
backstage toilet??? first time i knew dis.
den youmin said it was haunted.. abit eerie worts.
so i prompted her abt it.
she said one guy saw the flush button working on its own.
hahax.. i felt dat it was dumb afterall..
so mani ghostly stories in our sch.. abit kong bu ;p
heard frm cherie abt one of her entry. kinda curious.
gona read it up soon.. =D



*flashback of the day____


phy test again and again... haiyox.
din study much aculli.. cos hv to turn in earli las nite.
forces. energy. rmb linus teaching mi dese chapts in the past.
they were sort of my strongest area in phy?
budden it turned out to be bad todae..
confirm ans wid vic ho.. den realise i got it wrong!
wahlaox.. sori cherie worts. told u the wrong ting too.
and vic ho's words kept filling my mind
[ben dan! ben dan!]
and i must clarify... I NOT STUPID>.. wahsx.
but why did i lose concentration at dis period of time?
felt rli remorseful.. maths was another subj. haiz.



rli feel like letting fate decide on everything..
i've lost the energy to do tings.. TIRED*.^