Saturday, August 27, 2005

hasn't got much to blog fer the last few daes.
also, i'm kinda busy bah.. heavy workload*



so let mi briefly tell ya wat i did on thur.
mr ting gt a mc fer a wk. SADx.
cos no one to coach us in cumin amath M.T.
hope he get well soon... =)
ting^er was absent too. kinda weird.
cos no more giggles frm her/
and perhaps no one responding to shaik's jokes liao
lolx.. heard dat it's c***********.
eat more fruits bah... =D
thur was a whole ART-dae. closing to final le.
so i stayed back aft sch to DRAW-
haiz v tough during dat period of time.
kuah spoke bravely abt 'her' in the artrm..
it's kinda nasty stuffs.. and i guessed 'she' suspects.
and i even rmb sth dat kuah said..
-the most innocent face,
is the one who is the most shrewd.-
dis statement is not yet to bcum a theory la.
lolx.. 'she' is a hard nut to crack.
but maybe dis two daes i'm beginning to feel oddly
fer eg. halfway thru art.'she' said she wanted to go back klass
kitty questioned. and 'she' said she is v bored.
'she' wana PLAY. oki fine..
"but play wid who?" her ans was herself.
pls lorhs.. how could it be?!
i heard their conver. and suspect it was j.
and true enuff, i'm right.
confused and stunned in disbelief at dat moment.-



fri aft sch was another study period..
cos sat will be the mock test fer A.M., which is todae.
my final fer art is finalli out. thnks mdm ngoh.
phew#__i finalli felt relieved.
so i decided to do my art during wkends.
time to study math liao. heex.
ask 'her' whr is she going norhs..
as i knew most likely she will be asking hlp frm j.
cos i wana ask too .lolx.. went library together.
cherie went hm aft dat.. karen din stay long too..
so in the end oni left mi wid them. lolx.
saw quite alot of (-) stuffs abt 'her'..
but i just kept silent fer most of da time.
observing is wat i like... =)
and i tink dere's one ting rather fake abt 'her'.
'she' claimed dat 'she' can hlp mi in my art.
cos one portion of my drawing is not done yet.
'she' even went 2 the shelves saying 2 hlp mi find bks.
in the end 'she' came back wid nth..
isn't dat fake? i tink so.
and 'she' left fer not v long lorhs..



enuff of 'her' liaox. received a call dat evening.
shocked and i practically dun recognise dat voice.
it was kf. i wasn't sure of why he called.
but he said he just wana chat..
so i din tink too much into it either.
starting was bad__ i was so lost fer words.
we paused fer mani moments. abit paiseh.
but ltr on i guessed tings turn fer the better.
we joked. we suan-ed. luffed and so on..
back to norm and dats wat i kinda like it.
he kept mentioning j. i was like______
and ltr i jus told him if u wan pull strings den fine.
tell him i'll accept it. lolx.. and he said he'll spread news.
oki lorhs.. dun tink he will and i dun rli care. aniwae not true.
hung up de phone in ard 30+ mins.
cos i gona fetch my sis.. still abit paiseh.



fri nite i gt a bad dream.. it was aft i studies maths.
hahax.. i did set the alarm to wake up at 11+ to cont muggin.
but no dat effective so i slpt till morning..
dose dreams were scary.. lolx.
tink can be on par wid ting^er's..
perhaps we are too stressed le bah? lolx..
the dream was abt sum nitewalk event wid superstars??!
omgx... how could it be..............
i even rmb teaming up wid weichoong.
hahax.. in the end he left in a hurry.
kinda disappointed.. lolx.
and i saw sum1's ah ma too.. dat part was SCARY~~
cos the ah ma was a ghost u noe... scared mi to wits.
i even shook hands wid her?! siao arhhs...
i'll nv hv the courage to do dat in reality.
budden i rmb hving my hrt racing at dat time
i was breathing hard too.
i woke up fearing dat it will cum true sia..
silly mi.. lolx.



todae amaths pp was________oki larhs.
budden i din study so kinda falter in pp1.
pp2 was manageable fer mi..
i kept mumbling dis to myself so i can cont doing it.
was quite despondent aculli.. aft pp1 had ended.
gosh.. just hope i can pass my overall.
went PS wid karen nehx..
wana buy caiying's present.
so we went jo's craft and bought one necklace + earrings.
yups.. v nice tmr gona hand it to her..
hope cy love it. =)



my mouth just couldnt kip still..
guessed i'm a changed person too.
but i wana go back to the old mi.
sumtimes i rather i'm stupid enuff to not noe everything.
i agree.. the truth hurts.
but sum facts just can't be kept to myself.
fer dis, i dislike de current character of mine.
maybe 'she' wanted attention..
due to sum reasons of being neglected.
family probs too.. but i'm aculli not dat sure.
is dat wat ppl call a FLIRT?
let's see it frm her angle, 'she' might be pathetic instead.
i dun wana be dat fake one.. i'll zip up.

*hops off. ;
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