oki v long nv blog lerx.. just an entry and i'll study!!
lolx.. rli v scared fer prelims.. revise abit nia.
kiez. first of all, must tell jt dat_______
mi and him not tt strong aculli. gt probs too.
and i tink it onli lies in mi ba..
i poured out everything to him last nite.
din noe why i wasn't myself at all..
kinda lost or wateva it might be..
i just kip thinking and thinking.
i find dat i dun treat him the way he treats mi..
perhaps to mi, i'm still holding to sth.
but i'm not sure.. the past haunts mi sumtimes.
and i can't trust anione so easily le..
so i told him all these lo..
and he said nvm.. maybe i nid time ba.
and then i still cried lorh..
quite uncontrollably.. cos kept tinking of the past.
haiz.. hope he uds ba.
but thnks fer him..
cos he tried to calm mi down lo..
den aft dat. we talked fer v v long..
on mani tings la.. lolx.
and i must hlp him wid sth worts..
jt knew it too.
but i cant say wat is it on my blog la..
erms. must change lorhs.
cos bad habit lai der... he wana change too.
=) kiez. i'll update next time.
time to study ler.. =(