something dat i was feeling today.
i realised this, i listen most of the time but don't speak much.
perhaps i could disagree with someone in my heart.
but i wouldn't spell it out..
sometimes i feel that i don't need to make people believe.
i don't need to argue. i don't need to win..
it's all abt knowing what is right or wrong based on ur own pt of view.
this is what i always believe in.

however, i found out that what i thought was right all along could be wrong too.
ok, perhaps there's no right or wrong..
but what i think or do might just be too innocent.
the world is unfair. everyone knows this.
however sometimes, u just hope that there would be justice on earth.
when u shld know dat, it's plainly impossible.
yup. quite sad right..
and grown-ups are rli getting more practical.
not dat i'm still trying to deny that i'm 18.
oh pls. but it's scary to watch normal human beings striving hard;
doing all they could do to fight in order to survive.
or maybe, just to gasp for extra air from others.
it's dumb. but anyway, i gona face it.

human beings are just masked creatures with a selfish nature.
and how i wish that i could pierce through the heart to see what it contains.


i'm not getting emo. just doing some stupid reflections.
i need someone to talk to. someone dats childish. or rather pure.
oh yea. and dats when time allows. hmm..