i'm so gona ANNOUNCE something. no, i think i better not.

maybe i should let ppl know only when the day is drawing near.

hahs. or should i just brk the news now??

ahh. i'm so excited! haha. yes, for sth. but i'm not telling.


HAIRCUT last sunday-
it was another day-out with my dear fren CANCELLED!
bcos of someone! damn sad.
first time i experienced bad things like that.
could be considered one of my most unlucky days.
my fren slept through the entire aftnoon when i already was on my way to meet him.
ARGH. ended up had to suffer by eating ALONE & finally taking a bus home again!
my haircut date had thus FAILED. and there goes another weekend.. wasted!
but actually i'm not verry upset, cos that would decide my fate to return back to chapt2 again to look for DICKSON.
yeeeaaaah! can only trust him to cut nice nice styles for me.
alright, this sat- i must make an appt now!
so i dont spend time waiting & again, waiting for my free weekend to come! hahs.

AND SO, GAMING for me again. so random.
i told ya i went back home on sunday right..
what did i do?? tot of dl-ing some songs but don't rli dare.
1st - i'll be terribly battered & then slaughtered by my sis who 'BANS' dl-ing of songs to our com.
2nd - Sorry, i'm rli fearful of paying the heavy fines... hahhaha. better be safe than sorry.
HENCE, i got rather tempted by my younger sis when i saw her playing MAPLESTORY.

oh my.. i've lost touch with the gaming world for like 2 yrs or more?
can't rmb. but maplestory was once my fav online game, until sec4 when o lvls came.
i had to stop my usual habit of gaming after sch and STUDY.
hmms. but at least i think i didnt regret it.
now, i'm like playing MS again cos i'm simply too bored.
perhaps playing some games rli help in passing time cos i was glued to the com for a freaking 4HRS!
gaaa. at first i lost my user id hence i went to login to darling's acc.
finally when i got my id, i realised i hate my acc badly.
ahhas. bcos the game character is simply too LOUSY.
basically all stats are wrong, and there's no pt training.
but well... guess i'll just play it for fun only.
doesnt rli matter much to me, can always play with darling's one. =p


since MON-WED, i've been in the same level of mood everyday.
ever since SIP officially ended, i feel like a slacker.
not sure whether it's a mental thing or what.
cos it seems like my brain is aware that SIP had ended,
and so it says 'ok! it's time to take a rest for the body. and mind as well'
therefore, i hadn't been feeling verrry energetic or rather, quite moodless la.
like during work, other than ripping songs, i felt no motivation at all.
perhaps it's not rli a bad thing now as we can then have more time to rest.
but AGAIN... i'm very sure of myself. i know myself well that i will definitely be more active if you ask me to go shopping/movies/kbox.

hahaha. sorry luh. even though i had went through SIP in the toughest manner,
but my principle of enjoying life to its fullest(which includes all the above activities with frens and ppl i love) will always stand strong.
hahahs! guess i rli can't stand doing nothing or rather, doing things alone.
this week the HTM interns had already start SIP.
and junwei is working with me.
glad that i know at least there is someone 'downstairs' whom i can speak to.
u know, i'm so lonely and bored when i was seated downstairs. =p

however, i believe i can still cope pretty well.
someone had told me that motivations are not always there for me,
but looking at work/life in different perspectives can actually be a self-motivation for myself.
and till now, i still believe in it. =))

to all my other sweeties who just started SIP today!
jiayou! and don't complain so much laaa.. tsk! =p