SHIAT. i realised i miss my polymates so muccchh!

and before this, i had constantly been bloghopping.

read the stories of my frens' lifes and how they enjoyed teenage yrs so much.

all of a sudden, i felt that i've lost out pretty much.

life for me not dat exciting, not as crazy as before.

OVERALL CONCLUSION: I'm in fact leading a matured life at this tender age of mine.

pretty saddening, hur?

and when did all these happen w/o me realizing?

probably started at the end of last semester.

when all my close frens dilligently hunt for their SIP companies,

and here i am; landed at OGL for a whole of 5 months.

better still, i extended this 'supposingly dreadful, tiring, inhumane' SIP.

perhaps my brain rli is not working. or rather, i was under some spell during this period.

SERIOUS. this is so-not-my style of doing things.

i've always regard myself as a drifter when it comes to work.

i only choose to work in a happy environment and work in something i ENJOY. that's v impt, in case u still don't know.

yet now, i seemed to have neglected my friends, my bf and perhaps my family and MYSELF.

not very sure if u know that i love myself damn alot. hahaha.

okay, this is a random one. but i'm still gona say.

i've never once force myself to do things that are not to my own liking.

never once had to curb the temptation to enjoy myself. not even a single time..

but ever since this 'spell' started, i had many times rejected my friends. rejected the dates we had.

if you were to say i'm accustomed to the life i'm leading now, the work i'm doing now,

perhaps i would just regard this as a trade-off. yes, for cash.

sad to say, but very practical.


and then now, i almost envied every single one of my polymates and my ex sec sch frens.

they are still squandering their precious teenage yrs away... doing shopping, movies, ktv-ing, stayovers, gossipping etc.

not that all these are BAD HABITSS, but this should be the way when you're young. no?

i'm getting boreddd of the mundane life i'm having now.


CAN"T WAIT FOR SCH TO START!

I MISS YUNQIAN - ALL THE SHOPPING AND GYMING. COMMENTING ON RANDOM STREETDUDES. TRYING ALL THE WEIRD HAIRSTYLES.

I MISS MELODY - ALWAYS DISCUSSING WITH ME ON LATEST FASHION. EVEN TELLING ME NEW BEAUTY PRODUCTS. AMAZING ME ALWAYS! NOT TO FORGET, FILLING ME IN WITH HER ENDLESS NONSENSE OF 'AM I CUTE?' =P

I MISS AILING - LOVE TO BICKER WITH ME AND TALK NONSENSE ALSO. ALWAYS COMMENT ON PPL'S DRESS SENSE AND WEIRDOS LURKING ARD DEE SCH. HAHAHA! oh man.. i miss that so much.. giggling over funny outfits.

I MISS MISS MISS NUTZIE - ALL THE SIX GIRLS. FOREVER MAKING THE MOST NOISE WHEN BEING PUT TOGETHER. LOVES TO LAUGH, LOVES TO SPEAK AT TOP OF THE VOICE. ETC ETC. I SHALL SEE THEM FOR XMAS! =)

I MISS MY SEC SCH MATES - CHERIE, DAOPING, JAYTON, ERIC, BAOYI AND MAYBE, SAYBING. (haven't been talking to him for ages! not forgetting the webcam thingy. HAIS.)


LASTLY, i know that i rli need a gathering soon! if not, i rli will just drop dead and die!

just got reminded by YENWEI the prev day to hold a CLASS EMINENT gathering end of this yr.

hmms.. sounds not bad to me. shall start to plan. and get someone to organise with me too!

sharon! kamfung! any kind souls who wana lend me a helping hand? hahahhas.

I LOVE YOU MY DEAR FRIENDS